The distance will never be far enough. Time will run out and God will still be there to be faced. He is always running with you.
I have had my runs. They have been exhausting and so damaging. Jacob ran from a life of deception and came to his senses having slept with his head on a stone for a pillow. When he awoke he said I did not know God was here.
He is always there. Please stop your running and let God love you with loving arms of purpose and care. You have no idea how much He loves you.